Well, I find this to be a totally shitty question. Why? Because that’s actually what I’m avoiding to do to the best of my ability. Through studying, reading, watching TV, playing piano, literally anything to not have to think.
Again, why? Because I’m self-sabotaging my life. Not completely, but enough to make sure I don’t succeed. And I’m not even sure where this is coming from. Could be the whole ‘rona thing causing me to hardly see anyone face to face. Or just plain old depression. Or the sleep apnea making me feel miserable (at least I’m trying to fix that! I totally love my sleep!).
So what would happen if I were to just stop, breathe, think and feel for five minutes (which is what the daily challenge is, besides the question in the title)? I know I have a LOT of feelings buried deep down. I don’t even know whether I can reach them within five minutes. I’m afraid that if I can reach my feelings, they’d be overwhelming and I won’t know what to do with them.
So I’m not sure whether I can do the daily challenge. I know I should do the daily challenge as there is nothing wrong with feelings, they just are there to be felt.